#RIPSwiftyStephanie.
She's awesome. She's one of the best admins out there.
She commited suicide on the 13th of April.
Why? Cause somebody said something that really, really hurt her.
So, she cut herself... and she bled to death.
Stephanie, I don't know you personally or anything but you're safe & sound now.
We love you.
We miss you.
You don't know how much impact you have in people's lives. Always think before you act. The next day, they'll just be gone and you'll feel guilty for the rest of your life.


Rest in peace, Stephanie Robinson. 

AAAAARRRRRRRRGHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!! WHY YOU TAKE DOWN ALL THE VIDEOS BEFORE I CAN FLACKING WATCH IT?!!?!?!?! OR WHY MUST I LIVE IN NARNIA??? ARGH, NOW I WON'T SEE MY BOYS ON SNL BECAUSE MALAYSIA DOESN'T BROADCAST IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Catching Fire Quote

"You could live a hundred lifetimes and not deserve him, you know," Haymitch says. 

Looking For A New Life (One Direction Fanfic) Chapter 1

The plane touches down into London, England. I felt EXCITED, THRILLED and NERVOUS all bloshed up together. Not a stellar feeling.

I’m finally back in London! I missed this place. I thought. London may not be my home(s) but it holds a very special place in my heart. I miss the river Thames, I miss the big red buses, I even miss the dreary weather. But what I miss most about London was Aunt Lennie.

Aunt Lennie is the most gorgeous & nicest & sweetest & grounded woman ever. I mean, how could anyone not want to marry Aunt Lennie? She’s having me over here for a vacation… while I sort out my messed-up life. She’s awesome to let me be here forever 3 months. I can’t stay in America any longer. I just can’t.

My whole life is breaking down. I need to get away from it and from love. Oh, I’m also boycotting guys.

Three months in England is heaven and also my safe haven. I can lose myself here.

I quickly grab my hand luggage and exited the stuffy airplane. I also grabbed my checked-in stuff hurriedly and went out the airport. And there she is, my lovely Aunt Lennie.

People used to say I looked a lot like her. Like, yeah right. Sure, we got the same brown hair and grey eyes but either than that zilch.

“Linnie!! Oh, I missed you so much, darling!” she hugged me tightly. “How are you?”

“I’m fine, Aunt Lennie. I missed you so much too.” hugging her back.

“You look as gorgeous as always, sweetie. You grown a little taller since the last time I saw you!” she said, analysing me.

I’m tall, with brown curls and grey eyes (as I already mentioned.) I was wearing a denim jacket, with a white tee, denim shorts and boots. I probably look like a mess, but I accepted Aunt Lennie’s compliments anyway.

“Thanks Aunt Len, but you look WAY more gorgeous.” I said as we walked out of the terminal. “I also can’t wait to see your house!”

“Oh, by the way, Lynn…” she said hesitantly. I look sharply at her. “What?” “I forgot to tell you, but I have to go somewhere else for some work commitments… so we’re not going to stay in London.”

“We aren’t?” I can’t help feeling disappointed. I was expecting it so much. But I should have known, Aunt Lennie is very busy but I also kept my hopes high. Oh well, blame my very bad luck.

“Yes, I’m so sorry, Linnie.”

I took a deep breath. There’re a lot of places which a near London, but I knew those places weren’t the answer. I knew the main place which Aunt Lennie works and that was like 242.96 kilometres or 151 miles away from London, which means around 4 or maybe 5 hours by car. She can never take me to London.

“So, where’s the place?” I asked anyway.

“Honey, you already know the answer. We’re going to Doncaster.”

Ouch. It’s so far away.

“Oh, alright, um, when are we leaving?” I asked.

“Right now.” she said.

Damn.

“Let’s go then! We have no time to waste. Doncaster’s, like, 4 hours away from here. We gotta hurry!” I snapped angrily.

“I’m so, so, sorry, Lynn… I can’t help it. But maybe I can ask my neighbours to show you around Doncaster, they’re very lovely boys indeed.” she tried to cheer me up. But she obviously failed.

“Thanks, but no thanks Aunt Lennie. I’m off guys at the moment.” I said, getting into the car moodily. If it was a girl, I’d love to hang out with her but since it’s a guy, sorry GUYS, no thank you.

“C’mon, Aunt Lennie, let’s go. I’m feeling quite jet-lagged.”

Random Bits of Lyrics 1

it's all the dreams that never came true 'cause you're too damn scared to try. Hit The Lights-Selena Gomez

The Math Song-One Direction (What Makes You Beautiful parody)

HAHAHA I LOVE THIS!!!!!!! Figure out the answer. :)

Lyrics:
You're insecure, so half of four,
Your old brains are not what they were before, 
Add two threes, it's fine for us, 
'cause we're young and we can still remember stuff

Everyone else can multiply by 60, 
Everyone else can add two

Now take off one hundred and add on 24,
Then divide by two and add on seven more 
And if you're struggling now it's not hard to tell 
You don't know, your maths skills are terrible

If only you had a mind like me 
You'd understand how to divide the sum by three, 
And then just add on the age of this OAP (60)
You don't know, your maths skills are terrible

It's really kinda pitiful

Set Fire To The Bread.

I found this of FB. bwahahahaha.

(sing in the tune of 'Set Fire To The Rain')

I SET FIRE TO THE BREAD
WATCH IT BURN AS MOM SLAPPED MY FACE
THEN SHE SCREAMED AND I CRIED
AND I RAN OUTSIDE
INTO THE RAIN
THE RAAAAAAIN

I SET FIRE TO THE BREAD
THEN I THREW IT AT KATNISS'S HEAD
THEN SHE SCREAMED AND I CRIED
AND I RAN BACK INSIDE
OUT OF THE RAIN
THE RAAAAAIN

Little Reason To Smile 2

(A note to you. Yes, you.) Here's to...

'here's to the people who are still holding on'

I love your strength. Keep up the good work! You rock! 

You are loved in this world. And you're beautiful. Don't think for even a second you aren't. 

Don't care about that 1 person whom you want so desperately to like you, but doesn't. There are tons more people who are more worthy of your attention. 

For other people to love you, darling, you need to love yourself first. Find yourself. 

Don't you ever change for a person who wants you to change. You need someone who wants you for you.

For those who seek love, you have to stop chasing... let love find you.

For those who are driven to the edge, don't. Please do not do it. There are people who care. Those who will be broken beyond repair. Those who wish to spend their future with you. 


Live life to the fullest. Remember, YOLO. 

Be happy. xx 

Living Forever.

'do you really want to live forever young?'

Have you ever wished if you could live forever? Or what can you do if you lived forever? Or being forever young? I'm sure many people did right?

Well, even if you didn't I sure did.

Imagine never, EVER growing old and dying. Staying young, never having to worry about work or death or stuff like that. 

But it will be no fun. Maybe only at first but then when everyone you loved passed on, you'll not only forever young but forever alone. And you can't get married. Or get babies. Or experiencing things that only adults experience.  And I just realised this after listening to 'Forever Young'. 

Living forever is no fun. That's not going to be one of the superpowers I wish I have. 

EPIC FAIL.

The Liam Payne Challenge (not using a spoon for a week) = Epic fail.
Why?
The day I started and I already failed. It's harder than I imagined it will be. haha. Shows how little discipline I have. :)


Sorry Liam! 

Little Reasons To Smile. 1

I love this lads. <3

Laughs For You, PART 1.

don't. you can't. you can hurt so many people if you do it. 

Update: 1D Challenges

I haven't been keeping up the challenges. Whoops.
Well! I completed the Harry Styles challenge! My mum saw a cat and then she went "Aren't you supposed to be doing something?" I was like "what?" and then I saw the cat.
LOL. My mum reminded me about it.

I think I'll start the Liam Payne challenge from Monday. This is gonna be good!

LIAMMMMMMMMMM! 

The Hunger Games!

I CAN'T WAIT UNTIL TONIGHT. Why? 3 words: The Hunger Games.
I love the series and loads of people said that the movie's awesome. I'm more of a book person than a movie person and this is like one of the only movies that I'm actually excited about.

Cousin Night Out. Popcorn. A good movie. What more can one ask for? 

The One Direction Challenges/ Harry Styles Challenge.

As you might know from my previous post, I'm a Directioner. My reaction when I came across this pic: CHALLENGE ACCEPTED.

I love a good challenge.

I decided to take it week by week. Since I just started this week, I chose the easiest. Which was the... HARRY STYLES CHALLENGE! (pussy!!!)  A bit awkward actually. I didn't see much cats over here but when I see one... well, let's say people don't think I'm very sane. 

Haha. Life as a Directioner. My sister and cousin thinks I fangirl too much. 'I think you have some serious fangirl issues.' Well. I don't really care. xx

BTW, they spelled 'Niall' wrongly. D': 

well, hello there!

HELLO. And welcome to this blog. 

I'm not sure why would you be reading this as I'm just blabbering about my (horrible) life here. Maybe you want to know a little about me, so here it is! Hope you like my blog, by the way. :)

Favourite things in life?

Food, books, CDs, music, my iPod, iPhone and other stuff like that.

Favourite people?

My mum. ONE DIRECTION!!!!!! *starts fangirling & screaming* TAYLOR SWIFT!! AAHHHHHH!!!

Ok. I'm overreacting. I REGRET NOTHING.

What's your motto?

Live life to the fullest because life's unexpected and sneaky.

Favourite song?

What kind of question is that?! One simply does not have ONE favourite song. 

Ok, fine. Favourite SONGS?

Good. I like One Thing by One Direction, Safe & Sound by Taylor Swift, What Makes You Beautiful, Same Mistakes, Jet Lag and et cetera. 

What's your ambition?

I always wanted to be a writer of sort but I doubt I'll be that. So maybe a psychologist?

Well, I'm done for this part. Until we see again!